I don't know what is troubling me?

I don't know what is troubling me?

The knowledge or something else..

It feels like a great burden having this much knowledge and realizing that not even 10 people who would positively utilize it into changing their immediate surrounding in a better place.

The Trouble is "knowing" and with "ego"...who keeps on saying ,"who cares about this stuff? even the most enlightened ones are those who have great bodies,big mansion,thundering cars and many economic slaves,do you really think people care about their lives and other peoples lives?if it wasnt for law and order,you wouldn't see a city in sight,just ruins,whatever you are doing wouldn't amount to anything."

Then i wait,ponder over it and answer ," i know ,it might be correct what you are saying,but i have to try,try to get people out of social ,economic & emotional slavery because i can't watch them die everyday and if my words can comfort them and can encourage them ,even one of them,then i have succeeded."

pat comes the reply "good luck with that".

~~~Diaries of MKS.